Friday, September 18, 2009

comatose...

they say history repeats itself. i don't know who "they" are but it seems accurate enough.

i noticed on a friend's blog (who has mine listed on her sidebar) that it said 7 months since my last post. i knew it had been a while, but still, 7 months?! anyway, here's my pitiful defense:

when matt was on his mission i kind of stopped writing him. i know-- and i'll be paying for that for the rest of ever. point is, i wanted to write. i really wanted to talk to him but it just wasn't going to happen, so one week turned into two, then two months and before i knew it, it had turned quite awkward. i felt like i would have to somehow acknowledge my lack of correspondence, which made the task even harder to approach. so it was... a vicious cycle that left my best friend thinking that i had abandoned him. i still feel guilty about inflicting those feelings of doubt on him, especially at that time.

so blogging world, i still love you. i've actually had so much to write about that i haven't written anything. i obviously still have not learned my lesson... at this point though, i may or may not do a post containing the events of the past 7 crazy months, to catch up. but i am going to start from here and try to do better. i love reading other people's blogs and will probably steal a few ideas from you. so thanks in advance for being so copy-worthy! :~)

topics to address soon:
- new house!
- status of my degree
- who knows what else...